Pristine feelings

Yesterday I didn't update; I was lazy enough to type nothing even when I was chatting with my friends. I didn't do anything today. Woke up early - at 9:40 am :D, had my break fast - a very lite one, and slept again. Evening was a bit fine as I did some household works and washed my clothes. I still have a lot many clothes to wash.

My friend who was asking me to come to the college himself didn't go. If I had agreed with him and gone to the college, perhaps I would have lost my head. Alhamdulillah everything is fine :) . I hope everything remains fine everytime ... he is my friend and no matter how much he bugs or troubles me, he will remain my friend. But if I behave with him the way he does with me, I am sure he would like to stay away from me. I won't let him do that either!

The last time he stopped talking to me for a few days I was a bit upset and was feeling bad until another friend told me "he is not your girlfriend that you should feel bad if he doesn't talk to you". I am probably too sentimental when people get angry with me or stop talking to me. This never happens actually; this was the first time and it was with him. InshAllah it will remain as the last time too. I hope he reads this post!!!

My cousin sister had created a profile on orkut a few days back. She has deleted it now. She was getting a lot of crap in her scrap book. She was already warned by my elder cousin brother that orkut was not a good place. She came, she saw it, and she went! I felt bad when I saw that she was no more on orkut, but later when I thought about it, I felt proud that she left!

There as only one scrap she wrote to me. She did it because I had written a testimonial for her. In her scrap she praised me. I like being praised; of course, like everybody. But I try not to believe whenever I hear anything nice about me. If I believe, then I will probably stop doing everything I do to become nice!

In the same scrap she said that I cherish every moment I spend with my loved ones. I realized it only after she said that. She was right. That's probably the reason I say things like "I enjoyed being with my friends today", "it was a fine day with friends", "I had a great time with my friends today". Yes, I cherish every second I spend with people around me, with life around me!