I was thinking of not updating this space today and not using the internet at all but I am prompted to do it as I am alone this evening. I spent more than half of the day till now studying for the exam i have tomorrow but it was not at all sturdy and continous.
It's my cousine brother's daughter's first birthday today and my parents have left for the party and maybe this is for the first that I am missing a party and staying back home just to study. But I clearly understand what's going to happen ther at the party - my mom will tell everyone how badly i am studying now a days and how much time i spend on the internet. she will definitely prove that I hav grown into a very stubborn person. this definitely hurts. i remember the days wen she used to praise abt me in front of so many ppl ... i used to hate that then, and now i hate this. But i will grow numb to this kind of talk ... i will becom something that wont be purturbed with any thing negative.
God willing I shall do the xams well. Just 5 of them and i am really enthusiastic abt writing them well ... i remember my exam days till 2 years bac; how much i used to wait for the exams to cum as the feeling of sitting ther with the paper with all the answers in the mind is great. i hope the same thing happens again.
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