Ah! Going good but should be much better ...

7th day after starting this blog i didn't update it. What a shame. I was tired actually but i know that is no reason for not writing.

Anyways yesterday was a day well spent. It was my friend's birhtday and we celebrated it having ice creams at Baskin-Robbnis (of course its ice creams what you find there). Then we four guys went to watch a movie. I came back home a bit late in the evening and slept early...at 12:30 am. Prety early, isn't it?

The movie was "The Angrez". I never wanted to see this movie as i already knew it's kind but thought of having sumthing different. It was a disgusting movie with such a vulgar language used. Thank God it was short one. But it's ok,...sumtimes!!!

Today I wrote a poem,...though actually i wanted to write sumthing for 'flowing emotions' - it was 'gridlocked'. The poem was a sort of recollection of my past experience...a lesson i have learnt. I dont know why i really wrote that but i think i feel better now after writing it. That is what 'gridlocked' is meant for - to help me relieve myself.

I was really feeling uncomfortable today, there is some kind of worry in my mind. I know its not studies but what i have been through. I also know it was just a small thing but still it is troubling. I can still have that feeling ther that i may end up hurting myself again. But in know if i am really determined then this shouldn't be a factor to hinder my peace of mind. I am not supposed to think negatively. So silly was i ... (Oh really?). Will think about this later.